True friends correct.

Last night I saw a note made by my friend. Actually she's very special and close to me, not until that confrontation happened.

It was around September (I guess) since that incident happened. The words I said to her. Her guilty look. That intense feeling I had. Yes, I can still remember everything. That night was probably one of the most unforgettable nights I ever had with her. 

We had this little argument over a guy. Yes, a guy. Honestly, I really don't like that guy for her. I confronted her because I was just concern for her. After that confrontation we both asked for forgiveness. We both know that we have hurt each others. I even repented because I knew that I also made something wrong. Yes, I know I'm on the right standing, but I let my emotions overrule me. Knowing me, I really have a strong personality especially when fighting over a thing that I know is right. Maybe that frightened her.

Anyways, its been months now since that happened. And during those months, we haven't talked again. I can feel that she have already set a wall against us, her friends. Maybe that's the effect of that confrontation.  

And last night, I saw this note she made. Even though we're not tagged there, I know it has something to do with us. So I opened it. She explained her side, I got her point. Yes. And I must say I was hurt after reading that. I even asked my friends if I am a bad friend. Seriously, I tweeted that because after reading her note I felt like I am a bad friend to her. Of course I got a lot of sweet and cheesy answers from my friends, but this one really touched my heart.

Hindi. You're one of the best friends na nakilala ko. You even confronted me when there is something wrong in my attitude.

 Jeff, one of my best friends this college, told me this. I believe what he says because knowing this guy, hindi ito cheesy, so totoo talaga mga sinasabi niya sa akin.

I can be one of your sweetest friends ever. But I'm the type of friend who will not tolerate your wrongdoings.

As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another. Proverbs 27:17

I can be your loving sister, but I can also be someone who'll discipline you.

Better is open rebuke than hidden love. Proverbs 27:5

I will set my standards as high as that of God's. And I will not compromise. No, not even to my closest friends. As the popular saying goes,

True friends correct you when you're wrong. 

And I am really sorry for the things that I said that night. But if given a chance to turn back time, I think I will do it again. Yes, I know its heartbreaking. Its hard. But all for love, I will do it again for you.

I really miss her. They miss her. We miss her. And I am praying that one day we will be able to be with her again. I am praying that she'll really make a stand to follow what God is telling her to do.